Health is wealth... dad didn't know that

This morning, my dad got mad at me for getting myself needled for chickenpox(a requirement in school), he was furious because it costs PHP 3000. I admit it was expensive, but at least it's for my own health. Health is wealth, they say, and i thought dad knows everything(like he claimed to-lol), but he was down there disappointed at me as if i spent those 3000 pesos on stardollars, partying, drinking out or on some guy. He was like "You spent 4000 yesterday(pertaining to my wisdom teeth extraction), and now you spent 3000!! What's next tomorrow?! 5000??!!" like i blown the 4000 yesterday and the 3000 today on useless stuffs.
My dad always want what he thinks is beneficial to him, he doesn't think of my sister and I's own welfare, well being or our own good. He only love himself and he is selfish. I thought our health is an important thing but he seemed to give more importance to his faithful, fucking commissioners, their ugly shit children and ahma.
If (ever- i don't know) im going to have a child(or children), i will never do what dad did to me. I will never hesitate to spend a huge fortune just for my kids to have good health. In fact, it's a great investment because you might never know they'll get a more serious disease.

"Mein freund"

I was just browsing around my old school notebooks when i found this song from my Third Year MAPEH notes. It was a song that i composed in one of sir Cris' last music lessons to us.
In a stanza, you can have 3-4 lines. And you can have 6 syllables in a line. It's also important to have a theme for a song, e.g you life, love, your dog, etc.

This song that i composed was about Bill Kaulitz, when i still believed about the balderdash Audrina fed to me. But still, she made my life a bit wonderful even though i lived in a lie. It was during a time when Bill was still looking cool with his lion mane and he never dares to wear much girlier clothes unlike the present.

Mein freund

Felt vexed a month ago,
my heart broke in two.
Never expect you'll come
like a light of a dawn,
felt your love right now.

Chorus:
It's so hard to believe
from all the rumors heard,
i still say "carry on"
and smile along the way.
Your voice lingers my head
and gave me hope as well.
Now i wont give a damn
to all those who break me
and my own love for you.

No one knows our friendship
and our "folie a deux"
It's a well kept secret
only you and me know.
Im so glad we're now friends
like never wished it'll end.

(repeat chorus)

Would you still stay with me?
to wipe tears in my eyes,
and a shoulder to cry.
Now you're sliding away,
who's gonna save me now?

(repeat chorus)