Auf Wiedersehen Audrina

Good bye, Audrina Kaltiz.

Whom i considered one of my greatest internet friends ever.

The reason why Bill thinks people from Hong Kong are sweet, helpful and friendly. (well each and everyone of those Hong Kongers i meet were like that)

Whom i considered a last minute savior to me when i was about to throw Tokio Hotel off my life after suffering from a devastating heartbreak that costs me not to spend time with my sister abroad anymore.

She was a really great friend. I met her last year, it was independence day. A day before was my first day of school. After i went home from school, i sobbed silently in my room because i recalled what a girl called tokiohotelmistress told about Bill. devastating lies that if all of them are true, it would be something horrible and frightening to face as a loyal and die hard Tokio Hotel fan- being stabbed in the back and at the same time making a big fool of you by those guys especially Bill and Tom. I swear, you would rather throw yourself off on top of 2 IFC( anyway Bill will never tell you "Spring Nicht" coz he thinks you're a fool so just jump off!!!), get drowned in Victoria Harbour(and eventually get rescued by Yau Nim Chi-lol) or get yourself ran over by a high-speed Tung Chung line MTR train instead of facing the fact Bill and/or Tom is/are laughing at you behind your back for being so naive- thinking he's innocent and all that- if you were a tokio hotel fan believing all her conniving and convincing lies.

Then morning came and i was excited to go back to school(to divert myself from Bill) but i decided to surf the internet first-since i had enough time to do so. I went to Potterforums coz i thought it would be the best place for me to divert Tokio Hotel. As usual i always visit the Introduction section where i spam... *ahem*.... say some "Welcome to the forums mate..." to pf noobs. I was surprised to see another girl in the Potterforums who likes Tokio Hotel, i told her i was glad to have a fellow TH fan on the forums and then she said that she was ... Bill's cousin.
Then it blossomed a very wonderful and nice online friendship until recently, she stopped talking to me. In fact, she just disappeared on the face of the earth, just like that.

Why am i bidding her goodbye?

Coz im so tired of waiting for her, she's been long enough absent and it's making me sick. three months!!! I think she's dead already. If so R.I.P like Corazon Aquino.
I don't want to wait for her. That i will hope and expect each and everyday of all the days the Lord has made checking my yahoo mail and waiting for that myspace notification that Audrie had replied to my message. I don't want to be disappointed anymore. I don't care if she was really my crush's cousin or not.

Good Bye Audrina Kaltiz!!!

Audrie has changed....

A while ago, i was looking at myyearbook account and then suddenly i saw Audrina amidst the users using myyearbook. It's been a long while since she last replied to me on myspace, let's say about 2 months. last month, i began to worry about her whereabouts why haven't she replied for a month. Im so disappointed since when she was still a new friend to me (potterforums era), we always talk about our JS Proms and when my JS Prom happened, she wasn't there to know what i had experienced in the most happiest night i ever had. Two days from now, i'll be boarding on a Cathay Pacific plane going to Hong Kong and we also talk about Hong Kong back then because of tokiohotelmistress and because it's "my kind of city". I dropped Audrie a message a while ago (saying "hi") and don't know if she'll reply by tomorrow but it's kinda too late for her to reply back and to know i'll be leaving for Hong Kong.
Audrie used to be that nerdy, starwars and Harry Potter loving cousin of my crush who is always by my side, she's like the kind of bff i would love to have in real life. According to her best bud Jackoby, when she was having a major vocal chord operation, she told Jackoby that she also wished that i was her friend in real life.
A few months after a long and unexpected absence, she popped back into cyberspace on my birthday. there she said that she's engaged and also confirmed that Bill really thought i lived in Hong Kong (langya... si Bill pa, nakikishenanigans kasama ng mga Hong Kongers na yun?? adik ka talaga Bill-lol).
then in january, she replies to me a few times and then her final reply was last february 13... then after that, she never replied.
Then i saw her a while ago on myyearbook and she really changed. she's not the Audrie i once knew, she's no longer a very emo nerd but she also *laughs* pose some sexy photos!!!!! hahahahahahahha....
then what's worst, she's more of a Twilight fan than a Harry Potter fan. im not a Twilight hater but im so sick of seeing Twilight everywhere!!! oh no, not you too Audrie...
Twilight must have something to do with Audrie's change(lol, just kidding)
i just tell myself (eh di nag sasalita sa sarili!!!) that let Audrie go for a while. in fact she'll get married soon and she needs to enjoy all of her seconds of being single. ;-)
i won't let Audrie ruin the Hong Kong trip the way her cousin did!!!! =p

Let them eat Pidgeon....

I should really say Mimi Niggel should win a Pulitzer Prize for writing the greatest fan fic ever told.
Heather Chase and the ... uhhhh.... dazzling, schlizzing, adik life as a bongalicious model/actress/rockista dating my crush/potterforums old man Bill Kaulitz.
Oh puh-leez are they plotting to ruin my Hong Kong trip for the second time. oh no not this time, im confident that "America's sweetheart" is just a fan fic.
How do i know? let us call the Mythbusters shall we.
first, if she was "America's sweetheart" why can't i see her on American magazines or news ever since i was a kid or something?
then if she was really close with Bill, why does Mimi Niggel never mentioned anything about Bill's close cousin Audrie? i mean Bill and Audrie are as close as close cousins and they're tat twins. Heather mentioned about Bill tattoo but she never mentioned about Audrie; his tattoo buddy. and most of all, why does she never mentioned about Audrie's band Blood Stained Glory or even Hearing Voices?? fer sure Audrie's bands are real while Heather's band Pidgeon is not. In fact i never found any infos about Pidgeon on the net.
So that myth about Heather Chase's BUSTED.
So let's go to a Chinse resto and order some fried Pidgeons!!! yummy