Bill is... i dunno.

Bill got a new hairstyle... a freaking mowhawk.
When i first heard the news, i was a bit freaked out that i cussed about it on my facebook( and Kuya Niel Monzones making segway about it... -mowhawks are cool!! he said-). I never saw pictures of him in mowhawk back then, but i imagined him to look worse. Bill got dreads earlier that year, although it's not really my fave, i kinda liked it. Then i saw the picture of Bill in mowhawk just a whle ago... and i liked it!! He looks way cooler than his anime inspired lion hair.
Now i kinda regretted having to cuss about it on facebook. *slaps myself*
And then another rant about Bill, some days ago i saw a video from Bild.de that Bill and Tom were ranting out their old selves- thinking that their old selves were not them and telling how stupid/ugly those guys were.

At this very moment, reading those translations made me want to pull out Bill's mowhawk and Tom's girly, kevin calabia-ish braids out of their heads. They never realized that they were them when they got famous and made them land in where they are now. If they never became like that, they would never be who they are right now. And Bill looks more gay at the moment than what he was before. They should better realize this or else i will come to Germany and splash out a bucket of acid on their faces. *throws off a Man Gwai fei-ish tsiieh*

here's some translation of their reden-ing on the bild vid(thanks Tokio Hotel Network)

T. On top of that I saw a picture of them. And there was that singer. The singer…

B: The singer is a complete no-go.

T: SO gay!

B: Like a girl!

T: I mean he had strands in his face with his last hair style. And make up and everything.

B: And then his palm tree hair!

T: He already looked like a girl. Completely like a woman. And now you need
to invent a new word for that, I think.

B: Fag.

T: Fag. Embarrassing. Woman. Something in between. Cant even define it, anymore. Pathetic.

B: And that weird little nut.

T: Yeah, he’s just the greatest! Definitely never fucked anyone! And if he has, maybe one or two 16 year olds. Tops. And he keeps talking about women, about being a womanizer.

B: And the other two, who never get to say anything anyway…

T: Gregor and Günther or something. They look like idiots on that picture.

B: If I’d have had the bottle, I’d have had a few more.

T: Self-overestimating morons.

T: I never liked that girl band. But they get worse every day. They outdo themselves.

B: Ugly.

T: Totally ugly. And they are so overestimated. They can’t do a singe thing and got millions for it!

B: They’re really filling up their wallets. And they’re not doing anything for it! They’re just driving around with their big ass cars! Two bg fat red Ferraris.

B: And the other idiot. What’s his name? Tom and his fag of a brother. They are so antisocial.

T: And now they have a “cool” new look.

B: Cool. They look even cooler than before. And he just looks like a fag.

T: Damn fag. You really need it…

B: It used to be somewhat okay. Now he just sucks.

T: And in other countries.

B: Yeah. In other countries. You’re sooo cool. All “international”, just shut the fuck up, already. Suckers.

T: And there you have it, again. Money changes people. The moment you have some cash, you change.

B: And the way they make themselves out!

T: And what tops is that they don’t have a stylist. They should get one, stat. The way they’re running around, that’s just…

B: Embarrassing.

T: Just imagine people waling around like that on the streets.

B: Bill. Now him I’d like to wipe him off the face of the planet, for real!

T: I’d like to spit at him. For his ugly mutt face.

B: Yeah.

T: And with make-up. As a guy. Completely painted over. Ridiculous.

Tokio Hotel fan for 2 years

Last August 17, 2009 was Tokio Hotel day for me. Well, i kinda did nothing to celebrate it but listen to more TH songs and hope for the best for them, especially that their new album will be released around october.
Never did i expect that Tokio Hotel would be the band who would cheer me up, brighten my days, listen, understand my problems, teach me about other cultures(like Germany and ...Hong Kong, indirectly) and i think all the Tokio Hotel songs i love to hear since i became their fan will become part of my poignant but wonderful "Highschool soundtrack", particularly "Monsoon".
Before, i saw an old paperdoll in stardoll called "Tokio Hotel"- it has a lesbian looking chick for a preview who turns out to be the 15 year old Bill. I once thought Bill was a girl and i would turn my head away in disgust everytime i would see that paperdoll preview and mutter "yuuuuk... Babaeng ewan. Ayokong maging tulad niya..." (Yuuuuk... a crazy looking biatch. I don't want to look like her). Something really ironic. ;-)
It was a stormy day when i first heard their music, i was still depressed about the loss of Keith Coral as a best friend as well as his harsh and painful treatment for a year. Naturally, i would look for a divertion to get over it. Then i heard monsoon after looking for Bill Kaulitz on the internet. I first heard about Bill two or more weeks prior i first heard the songs of TH. He was a new paperdoll on stardoll and i was randomly playing with paperdolls back then when i stumbled upon this then shiny, new "Mike Shinoda-like, Japanese anime wannabe 20 something year old dude who looks like he came from Los Angeles". When i saw his style, i was surprised that it was really perfect. Like it's also my same kind of style- rockerish but not too dark. During that time, i was a big Gerard Way fan and the only cool style that im seeing were stark black and blood red outfits that signifies death, blood and depression. After two years of being a fan of that kind of style, i became numb (sings "... i become so nuuuumb!!!") but the kind of style i like, i considered it my own since i never seen anyone who is a rocker but still wears not so dark and exaggerated.
Yeah, i was so enchanted with him that i found myself coming back to his doll and dress him up at around 5 times a day. I think he was the doll that shouts out my kind of style and he let me get my creativity out and express the style i really like. Soon, he became my fashion icon. One day, i became curious about his life and who he is. I googled him and found that he was the vocalist of Tokio Hotel(much to my shock, after recalling what i said about that "Babaeng ewan" who turns out to be him) and he was a German and those sorts of stuffs about him. One day, after i fall for him deeper, i came up with the decision to listen to their songs. I never expect that i would like their music very, very much but i ended up belting out "Monsoon", "Durch den monsun", "Scream" or "Love is dead" in the shower every morning.
A few months after i fell in love with their music, my classmates used my then shiny, new ipod gen 3 nanowith lots of Tokio Hotel songs and vids. To my surprise, they all ended up loving Bill's hairstyle and suddenly belt out "Monsoon" during math classes, biology classes or reccess time.
Then the rest is history.
I just wish Tokio Hotel would still be strong and make good music. I hope they'll stay as sweet and wonderful as they were but their success, i hope they'll meet it very greatly that i'll be able to see them one of these days on the MTV gimme five or MYX daily top ten on the number 1 spot.